Am I a cuck?
When my wife told me she was not satisfied with our sex life, I didn’t give that proclamation enough thought. I told myself that we have been up and down now for 30 years, and it was just another phase.
I have been a nudist since I was a young boy. And since I live out in the country, I run around naked much of the time in the summer. I should have noticed that she no longer noticed my body. She used to say something occasionally about my nudity, letting me know she saw me. But not so much lately. She has never joined in and stripped down with me but always tolerated my lifestyle.
A few weeks ago, she told me she met a guy at the gym who was also a nudist, and told me he would like to meet me, as he didn’t have a private place to let it all hang out. Next thing I know, he is at my house. I showed up from work one day to see a naked man washing our cars. I thought it was a little strange, but hey… I’m a nudist. So, I introduced myself and he confirmed he was the guy my wife told me about (no surprise there). His name is Steve. At first, I was a little intimidated at how buff he was, and his penis was nothing less than venerable. But nudism isn’t about sex, and I’ve seen a wide range of bodies. I quickly put that thought out of my mind and came in to put my lunchbox away. My wife was trying not to show it, but she had a gleam in her eye. While my naked body had become commonplace, there was a new dick to look at. I guess I can’t deny that she is human after all.
But to my surprise, after years of yawning at my parading around, she told me I should get undressed and go out and help Steve. I was looking forward to some natural sunshine, so I undressed and went out to help suds up the cars. Steve was pleasant to converse with, but it was still a little awkward that he was there when I was not. After a while, I got up the nerve to ask him if this was the first time he had been to my house. He said he had been there a couple of days ago for the first time, and this was his second. He knew what I was hinting at, and after a long awkward silence he told me what I didn’t really want to know. He had been having sex with my wife for about 5 months, and didn’t want to hide it from me anymore. He felt guilty for pounding my wife behind my back and thought it would be better to see how I would react to the news and get it out in the open. I got the sense that he was more than a little proud of the fact and wanted to rub my nose in it.
How did I react? To my horror, I felt my cock starting to swell. I have been a nudist for all these years and never had an errection in front of anyone in that setting. But now with every beat of my heart I felt my penis growing. How does one deal with this awkward scene. There was nowhere to hide, not so much as a towel to throw around my waist. All I could do was blush and grow. This seemed to amuse Steve a great deal. I saw a smug smile growing across his face that made me hate him. He started to chub up a bit too, when he said I should finish up with the cars while he went inside. He was going to fuck my wife in my house while I stood outside with a hard on.
At first, I was paralyzed. I had nowhere to go. If I went inside in this condition, my wife would laugh in my face. If I stayed out here, it was like an invitation to Steve to have his way with my wife in my bed. I called out to Steve and asked him not to go in. He came back and invited me to sit in the car with him while we talked. My dick was so hard I thought the skin would split. I started to whimper just a little, choked up at the loss of my wife. Steve suggested that I come in and join them. He said he had been fucking her for a while now, and more than once she had taken up to three men at a time. He said she would probably cum harder if I was there and watching. One caveat… Steve required an act of submission. He told me the only way he would let another man join him in the sex act is if I sucked his dick.
Remember when I said his dick was venerable? Well now I learned something about myself. I wanted all of this. Perhaps this is why I was so hard. I wanted him to fuck my wife. I wanted him to flaunt it by being totally naked in my yard. I wanted to watch him do it. And before my mind could formulate the admission, I was leaning over to put my face near his errection. I was timid to let it slip into my partially open mouth. Steve was not timid. He grabbed my head and pushed it down. Just as the head of his cock found its way to the back of my throat, I felt my wife’s presence outside the car window. At the very moment I was submitting to an alpha male, my wife decides to show up. She muttered something about what a useless man I was and how glad she was she had a real man. She quickly questioned Steve if he was gay, and he explained that if I was to be allowed to be in the room to masturbate while they made love, it was necessary to prove that I would be submissive.
My penis was now throbbing like it never has before. Steve no longer had to push my head down on his sex, I was bobbing voluntarily. The more I sucked, the harder I got. As if his junk wasn’t large enough, I felt a new hardness develop on my tongue. I felt the head of his cock starting to pulse. I stopped long enough to ask if I should stop before he came. I figured he’d save that for my wife’s eager pussy. He told me I would take the first load so he could last longer fucking my woman. I went back to work. It turns out that I am natural at giving head. As my head bobbed up and down in the car, I felt my face get hot. I smelled his earthy scent, the pheromones from his armpit sweat. I felt his hairless shaved abs on my right ear. I could see his shaved scrotum lounging like a lover in my marriage. Then it happened. He exploded in my mouth. The salty taste of his semen was my final branding that another man owned my wife, my house, my body and my life.
That was four hours ago. My wife and Steve didn’t even bother going into the house. He just started fucking her on the hood of the car. I have jerked off 5 times since they started. While this was going on, the Amazon driver showed up to this scene. Having been ultimately humiliated, there was no point in hiding. I just kept stroking myself while Steve plows my lady. It turns out, Steve’s “rule” was just for me. The Amazon driver now has his dick in my wife’s mouth, and I’m 100 percent positive he is going next.