Watching me, watching you

My husband of three years is already losing interest in me. I know this to be fact, He goes to bed early and I only see him at dinner time. Even then we never talk; it’s as if we are just sharing the same house. Roommates I don’t need. I need interaction, companionship and most of all love.
As I wait for him to head out for work I pretend to read the paper. He takes the last sip from his morning coffee which I make and never hear a thanks. He runs out the door saying only “Bye”
I get up and look at him pulling away in his brand new corvette while I of course drive the old 1978 dodge. Knowing he is gone, I find myself walking over to the computer and signing on. Ley me tell you something about myself. Before I met him I had a boyfriend that got me into erotic or down right sexual ebooks like Shadow Lynn Parker books. He also got me into masturbating in front of him and eventually in fromt of some of his friends when I had a few drinks in me. Then we broke up suddenly when I found him with another girl. That was too much to take. I met hubby soon after and he was nothing like that. He was not a sexual man at all and I needed that. My urges dtarted exposing themselves and I started heading top the computer for help. I went to a self help room only to find it had the oppisite effect on me. So now that you are up to speed here is my tale.
He blocked my name from the computer so I cant use it. He seels that a dirl can get into trouble on the netand he is so right yrr hee.
I am forced to sign on under his name. I am taking a pen from the desk and writing everything he has in his profile. Now I will make my profile so I can finally do what I like.

Name: Brenda Parker
Location: Jerzeee
Interests: Opie and Anthony, Howard Stern, Shadow Lynn Parker e-books, Music.

Now I am ready to surf the chat rooms. I look in all my usual rooms and no one is around so I start looking in rooms I never went to before. I went into a room called “cyber in room only” and was greeted with open arms. At first I am shy but soon I get into what the room is about, sex.
I am looking at the guys telling me there size of there cocks and that I must admit turns me on a little. I tell the room that I have 24 C cups and they all comment. One guy asks me what I am wearing and I tell him just my robe and I am not lying. I took the time to undress myself knowing what I was about to do.
I was already fingering myself due to lack of interest at home. I am a very sexual person and find myself doing that constantly these days and right now was not any different. Another man asked what I was soing and I said “I am watching the room as I prepare myself for some needed pleasures” He knew what I meant and asked me what exactly turned me on. I tell him honestly that reading a good sexy book really does the trick. He then asked if reading the room was doing it for me and I tell him that it is. He asks if I am touching myself and I admit to him I am.
Something inside of me changed and my sexual fantasy side of me took over. “Is anyone hard yet” I asked and the whole room replies with a yes. I then proceed to tell them what I am doing and what they should do.
Ok some of you I know are wanting to touch your throbbing cock but think it is stupid to. Don’t think that way. Think about me and what I am doing right now. Now is all we have and for pain I would expect hesitation but for this moment of pleasure we need to go for it. I am tickling my pussy right now and swirling my fingers all around my clit. I like it when I swirl and then put a finger inside me then swirl again. I repeat that until I get very wet and tingly. I see that you are still reading this but are as hard as a rock. Stop being a baby and be a man for once in your life and take it out of your pants. That’s better honey. “Oh god I am feeling it right now aren’t you”? Every time I enter my pussy with one of my fingers I am sure that you are stroking it. Don’t disappoint me ok? I start stroking my pussy faster as I now place three fingers inside of me rubbing the walls of my hot hole. You pull faster as you read what I type. We are in sync with each other now as we start getting more into it.
“Hold on a sec while I get my toy, ok”. You can stop until I get back. I don’t want you Cumming without me sweetie.
My toy is my best friend but it is only there to aid me in my need for pleasures. I use it when ever I read a hot sexy book or see a great sex scene in a movie. I also use it only on special occasions like right now. You do think this is a good time for me to need my toy don’t you? Good boy.
Where were we, oh yeah you can start stroking it again. I turn my toy on and start at the top of my pussy. Even the sound of it makes me wet. Between me seeing you there with the smile on your face ear to ear as you jerk it and that sound I know I am going to cum loud and long.
I have this game I play with myself. I take my toy and just touch the pubic region above my pussy and never go inside no matter how much I need it to be. Longer and Longer I hold out before I can’t take it anymore and then I have put it inside me.
I see you are almost there and to tell you the truth I need a little more time so stop for a minute or to ok? Thanks.
I reach points of sexuality I never felt before knowing that you soon will be Cumming all over and wish that I was there. I am going to stop typing for a minute as I really get into my toy. Brb.
Back, I was playing with my toy and started touching my nipples and they cot nice and hard for me. Between thinking of you over there and my toy I was ready to hit the inside of my dripping cunt with my toy but didn’t. I am waiting for you so we could do it together. Ok, start touching yourself again as I start playing some more. Oh god I really love the feeling of the toy inside me but am trying to hold off as long as possible. I can’t and am giving in to pleasure. With both legs on both sides of the keyboard I open my eyes slightly to see my spiked heels you ask me to put on before and that only made my pussy pulsate more. This is more then pleasure now it is pure awareness now. I am aware of you baby and have to put the toy inside of my slippery opened pussy right now. I am thinking that it is you inside me as I stick it in and out. Pounding my pleasure hole harder and harder I start to sweat but that only makes me more slippery. My tits are now covered with my juices and my right hand is rubbing them. My left is taking care of my swollen twat with my toy. I start screaming out loud “Oh, Oh, Oh my god, fuck me baby” as you stroke it faster and faster. Pull it baby I want you to cum baby. More, more, faster and harder as we both have our eyes closed as we finally tense up and our bodies both release some well needed stress. I am breathing heavily as I sit and take in all that had just happened. Sweat is running over my breasts as I scream out your name in one last small orgasm. Feeling a little embarrassed I wait to see if you like what just happened but you are not on line so I will never know. If you liked it then try to find me again so we can both share once again. If you didn’t then it is better if you didn’t but no matter what I had a great time trying. If you forgot my name then try looking for me if you still cant find me then try harder for I am waiting for you baby. Just remember one thing. If it doesn’t say Brenda Parker then it won’t be me.