waking up

Chris woke up slowly, groggily she crawled naked out of bed making her way to the bathroom. She turned on the light and squinted until her eyes adjusted. Rubbing her eyes she looked at her face in the mirror, fluffing out her short reddish brown hair and made a face. She hopped briskly into the shower, jumping first because the water didn’t warm up fast enough. Finally when the water was warm enough she started washing her face, then the rest of her body. She rinsed the soap off of her body, turned the water off and stepped out onto her fuzzy bathmat. Drying off she glanced briefly at the new scale in the bathroom and thought to herself “What the hey”. Stepping gingerly onto the scale she looked down at the digital numbers that flashed-240 lbs. She stepped off the scale and made a face at it. “I’ve gotta do something about that”, she thought briefly to herself as she started drying off with a big fluffy towel. She looked in the mirror thinking to herself, ” I don’t look bad, I am just a bit too heavy.” She frowned, then started brushing her teeth, rinsed and gargled quickly. Grabbing the bottle of cocoa butter lotion she started warming it up in her hands and started rubbing it over her skin-as she smoothed the lotion over her body she took stock of herself. She knew that her breasts were one of the most noticeable assets she had, they were large, round and most guys stared at them like they wished they were newborns again. She smoothed the lotion over her rounded stomach wishing that it were flatter and firmer. She smoothed some more over her hips and thighs, being sure to rub it into the skin well. She wished that her thighs were firmer. She knew that her backside was rounded nicely for her frame and size. She put her towel on the toilet seat and sat down, rubbing lotion onto her legs and then rubbing her feet. “Damn, I need a pedicure and manicure too.” She thought to herself. Shaking her head she said out loud-“I need a complete overhaul”. She laughed at herself and then stood up, she put the lotion away and then hung her towel back up so that it could dry. Turning off the light she made her way to her bedroom.
Looking down at James’ large slumbering frame lying naked in her bed made her decide that she wanted to reset her alarm for another half-hour of rest. She crawled back into bed naked, stretched out on her stomach and started drifting quickly back to sleep. James had been lying there faking sleep, hoping that she would crawl back into bed instead of getting ready for work. He waited a few minutes before shifting his weight on the bed, rolling over closer to Chris. He slid one of his big hands over her butt, gently stroking her soft skin. He sat up and kissed her shoulder gently rubbing his stubble against the sensitive skin, he made sure that he kissed her neck and rubbed his face into it. He could hear her breathing catch itself as he continued kissing his way down her back, down over the small of her back and down to the swell of her butt. Meanwhile his hands had continued to stroke her body, gently rousing her from the sleep she had honestly been trying to get. She moaned as he moved his body into a better position and started kissing his way over her butt and sliding his hands possessively over them as he grabbed a little rougher now. He had been horny when he saw her get up this morning, but he figured he could wait to get her when she came back to bed. He slid his tongue greedily over her flesh and she shivered in response. He nibbled here and there as he started to pull himself back up, easily rolling her over onto her back and he kissed her lips softly, sliding his tongue against hers. She responded and kissed him back, running her hands up his strong back as he cupped her butt. He had positioned himself between her parted thighs and was content to lie between her thighs kissing her. This was her favorite way to wake up, and he could already tell she was more then ready for him. It was like the heat from a volcano, and just as explosive. She was soaking wet and he had to fight the urge to slide deep inside her for now. There was still more he wanted to do first, and he knew that it would be over much too quickly for his liking if he were to slide into her right now. She moaned and writhed her body against his, trying to tip her hips just right to allow him access. “un-unh” he whispered, pulling his body away from hers and sliding his mouth down her throat and over her collarbone. He cupped a breast as he teased one of her already hard nipples with his tongue gently biting down. He teased her breast and then moved to the other one sucking harder and more insistently now. Then licking his way down her stomach he took his time savoring the way she responded to every one of his kisses. Every single time she moaned it sounded like music to his ears. He kissed her thighs, gently nipping at the soft flesh while he teased her by avoiding doing what he knew she was waiting for him to do, then with slow agonizing strokes he licked her between her legs. He listened to her body tell him what she wanted, then did it. She sucked in her breath and cupped his head with her hands, urging him to continue. He flicked and licked until he heard her start groaning her breathing was erratic and she pushed his face into her harder. “Yes’-she sighed as he slid a finger into her slickness. She gripped him so tightly and sweetly that he had to remind himself that he wanted this to last a little longer, he continued to slide his finger in and out, gradually adding another finger, then another. He was moving agonizingly slow, making sure to kiss her thighs and bit them occasionally. He slid his way back up to her mouth and kissed her deeply, roughly forcing his tongue into her mouth, almost bruising her, as he tasted her mouth. She moaned and pumped her hips against him. He slid himself easily into her, pushing in deep and hard, filling her almost instantly. She gasped inside his mouth as he continued to kiss her, slowly he began to pump his hips into hers, going slowly at first to ensure that she was able to take all of him easily. When there was no resistance he started pounding into her tender flesh mercilessly, she groaned inside his mouth as she continued to kiss him. He grabbed her hips roughly with both hands pulling her closer to him, almost as if he wanted to get under her skin just to get deeper inside of her. He felt her squeeze him tightly, as her body clenched up and she started whimpering. Her soft breathe in his ear, then she did the unthinkable-she half whispered, half moaned “Harder, please.” He almost lost it then and there, just off the way she said it. He did just what she asked, slamming his whole weight into her, punishing that tender area with no mercy. She kissed the side of his neck, sliding her tongue over his flesh and biting him as she exploded. He followed close behind as he collapsed on top of her. Neither one of them felt the immediate need to move from that position, they just clung to each other for the next few minutes as they regained their senses and their breathing returned to normal. Even as he softened, he remained inside of her, ever so often pulling out and pushing in slightly. At his length that was nothing that was a big deal to him. In his experience it was rare to come across anyone who could take him all, let alone let-no make that beg-him to lose control. James felt fully able to release himself and explore with Chris. She felt the same way. Then the alarm went off causing both of them to start laughing.
“Damn girl” James slowly pulled himself out of her and reluctantly pulled himself free of the tangle of her arms and legs. “You always wear me out”
He looked at her as she seemed to shake herself out of the daze she had been in. “You okay?”
“Un-hunh.” She licked her lips and rolled out of bed. “I know you ain’t complaining.” She made eye contact, her face open and honest as she looked up and down his body, pausing appreciatively at his crotch. “Anyone got a right to complain should be me. I know I am gonna be sore as all hell later today.” She cracked
a grin.She hit the button on the alarm and started towards the bathroom. James followed her and they both slid into the shower. He washed her body softly, and the she washed his body in return. They stepped out and helped dry each other off, then they went back to the bedroom to get dressed. He grabbed her butt and pulled her close to him.
“I ain’t goin over this again girl.” he finished getting dressed and sat on the edge of the bed. “You the one still with his ass.”
Chris finished getting dressed, then stood in front of him. He rested his large hands on her round hips, her hands running over his head. She bent down and placed a soft kiss on his mouth, sliding her tongue inside his mouth. He squeezed her butt and wrapped his arms around her waist. She wrapped her arms around his shoulders, his head resting on her breasts.
“Do you even know what you are gonna do?”
She paused, sighing deeply. “No.”
“Do you still love him?”
“Yes.”
“Do you think you can continue living with him…the way he acts? The way he treats you?”
She hesitated before answering him “No.”
“But you love him?” he asked, the hurt and confusion evident in his voice.
“Yes.”
“Do I mean anything to you?” he asked calmly, rubbing her butt gently.
“Yes, of course you do.”
“Do you love me?” his voice was hard
She was shaking, he looked up into her face and saw she was crying softly.
“Do you love me?” he softened his tone, searching her face for the answer. She looked away for a second and then met his gaze.
“Yes.” She said softly.
“What would you say if I said you need to make your choice. Before I make it for you?”
She stepped away from him, his arms slid away from her. He stood up towering over her.
“I don’t mean physically.” He assured her. “I’m just letting you know I won’t allow you to play with me like some toy. Either him or me. No questions. No hard feelings.”
She looked up into his eyes and the look in her eyes almost made him take back what he had said. There was such confusion apparent in her face as she looked at his face. She turned her back to him and started to get her stuff ready for work. He watched her silently as she got her purse and put her shoes on.
“I am not asking you to decide right now.” He stepped up behind her and wrapped his arms around her shoulders. She sighed deeply as he hugged her loosely. “I am just letting you know that I refuse to be used. I can’t keep going on like this. I need to know where we stand. We need to either put an end to this- or decide that it’s you and me. I’m tired of having to share you. I am tired of waiting for him to go out of town to spend the night with you. I am tired of not being able to go out with you when I want to. I am tired of being second in line even for sex.”
He kissed the side of her neck.
“I’m sorry.” She leaned back into him. “I’m so sorry. I never meant to have you feel that way.”
“Look, I ain’t trying to blame you or make you feel bad. I knew you were with him when I started this back up. I just never counted on being as bothered as I am by this whole situation. I just guess I was afraid before that if I told you that you’d have to choose that you may not choose me.”
“What makes you so sure that I’d chose you? Then or now?”
“Hell, I don know if you’d choose either of us right now.” He squeezed her. “All’s I know is that a part of me would give anything to have you in my life. But another part of me honestly wants you all for me. None of that part-time sharin’ shit.”
“You know what?”
“What?”
“In a way you are asking me to choose right now.”
“Naw, just lettin’ you know what time it is. I ain’t playin’. I can’t continue knowing that I can’t have you all to myself-that I have to share your heart or your body with any other man.”
“What if I don’t wanna make a choice?”
They were both silent for a minute.
“Look, there is no way I can reason allowing myself to keep this up much longer. I’m most likely to just flip and tell the dude anyway’s.” He told her point blank. “So either you decide, and let me know what it is you want. Or I’ll just tell him and then you can pretty much guess what could happen.”
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