First Time

So I thought a lot about the incoming first time. It`s a must. I never had sex. But I`ve got some fantasies I can share.
The first time I want to have sex:
Candles needed, lots of candles spread around the room. I would get out of the room any other furniture but bed. A huge comfy bed in the middle of the room with a lot of candles around it. The candles should be yellow and big, and the bed must have lots of brown pillows. The curtains won`t be needed for I have huge windows and no neighboors. I want it to happen during a veeery cold winter so that the windows will be frozen at the corners. Also a snowy night will be dreamy. Music is not needed, I really wanna hear every breath he takes and every sound he makes. I am really scared of my first time and also I really want it to happen. I don`t think of any position or have any wild ideeas. I just wanna be with him. No music, or if needed maybe ‘Craig David-The Rise & Fall’. I want it to happen because of love..
The ‘action’ must start with lots of kisses, and the two of us, must be frozen by the walk we had taken earlier. After lots of kisses, we start undressing slowly, he takes up my pull over and his shirt, I unzip his jeans and he takes my socks off, then my trousers and every item of clothing but my panties & bra. Then he looks at me and start kissing me again, then slowly he covers my body with his and takes off my bra. Caressing my breasts and kissing me while I am taking off his jeans… then he takes off my panties slowly, and we hide our body under the warm blanket, than he slowly & carefully does it`s thing, and never stop kissing me.. lips, neck…
I want this moment to last… and then I wanna sleep close to him till the next morning. I love him so much.
And for every sick bastard on this site I have an advice: Go Shoot Yourself. This is no t a sick story !