Finally sucking a huge cock goal completed

A couple of months ago, I was on my long bisexual journey that has been going on since the beginning of my gay sexual encounters, I have always wanted to hook up with a big cock. It almost happen once when I was hooked up with a guy who had a 10 inch cock but he wimped out because he didn’t know me as a person, which I found to be gayer than they actually act of doing. Instead I watched as a gay friend of mine sucked his huge cock, not a bad thing to see, but it wasn’t me doing it, this was several years ago. So I post on craigslist that I want a huge cock, and eventually I find a black guy with an 8 inch cock and we have oral sex together. He was 8 inches long but not thick at all. So at the time I considered him the biggest cock I sucked and that my goal was complete. Not long after that I finally met a guy on craigslist who was a 51 year old married black man. After talking to him for several months and finding out he had a thick 8 1/2 inch penis, we finally decided to meet up. Now as usually, I couldn’t man up to doing it as the time came and stalled for several hours and eventually making the guy wait at the meet spot for over an hour before I finally gave in and left to meet him up. At this time, I have been with over 20 men sexually and the nervousness I would get before hand was practically gone but it takes a lot for me to finally convince myself to get into another gay sexually encounter for some reason. Oddly enough however, it takes zero convincing for me to hook up with a woman, which should be a clear indicator if anything, that I’m bisexual, if not straight, but yeah you decide. So I meet him up in a shopping store parking lot and he gets in my car and we drive around looking for a spot. He is a decent older looking black man who also is very nice and cool to be around. This helped consider that I was about to suck his cock. Once we found a place, he took out his penis, once erect, it was long and very thick and ridged up and down his shaft. My dick is 7 inches thick, however I believe my dick was thicker than his. Either way, this was the biggest dick I was about to suck, ha and shocking, it happen to be a black man. I made him wear a condom while I proceeded to suck his cock. I sucked it for over five minutes with him constantly moaning and giving me completes and repeatedly saying my name. He then tells me that he can keep going or he can come whenever I wanted him to. Now that I finally sucked a huge cock and because I didn’t care for sucking cock, I told him to cum. Sure enough, he came fairly fast after I told him to, I took my mouth off his condom covered cock before he came and watched him explode inside of the condom. Instead of throwing the condom out him left it on and zipped up his pants. The plan was to suck my dick as well, but because of all the time I wasted, his wife was soon to be home. So for only a second or third time in my life, I sucked a cock only during my gay sexual encounter. This of course, totally made me feel even gayer than getting a blow job or the fact that I just hooked up with a man. We continued to talk while I drove back to his car, soon we said our goodbyes. I believe my days with guys are over, but if I ever do go back, I’m fairly certain I’m staying with black guys, ha shocking, if I’m going to do dick it should only be huge right?