I really am incorrigible

I’m feeling particularly bad right now, you should see the dirty grin on my face.. You’re away for the weekend, but i’m here alone, laying in your bed, my head on your pillow. I was just planning to sleep here, to feel close to you, connected, your sheets smell of your perfume and i can see your clothes, sexy and ordinary all around me and i know already i’m not going to be able to just lay here and sleep any more than i would if you were in bed here with me.. My cock keeps twitching at the thoughts running through my head, thoughts of the things we’ve done in this bed and i’m getting stiffer and as hand begins to wander over my length i can feel it dribbling its pre come, wanting you like i do,.. I’ve now been into your drawer and taken out the lube you keep there, the one i’ve used before to get your arse slipperly for my fingers, cock and tongue but this is the first time i’ve covered the tip of my cock to do myself.. i’ve left a generous amount in my hand.. It’s not your arse i’m focussing on right now though.. Sliding my cock into my palm i’m beginning to wank slowly, enjoying the slick sensation its wet enough that i can imagine its your mouth moving up and down my shaft instead of my own hand, that as my fingers brush my glans its your lips wrapped around it sucking firmly.. Between my own juices and the lube, my wanking is now making a delicious sucking sound, so i increase the pace.. I need more than physical sensation now, so ‘m now planning on back to back switching between thinking about the first time you sucked my cock and the most recent.. The first, years ago now but still just as much a turn on to recall you took me by suprise, an evening at your parents, house, luck on our side empty, we were fooling around and things got too steamy.. Realising your time was running out, we were both so turned on something had to give, i can remember now like it was yesterday you assertively ordering me to get my trousers down and then crouched beside me as i lay on the couch i was in your hot mouth before i really had time to realise what you were planning. I expected you to touch me, to look at what had been bulging in my pants every time we made out and perhaps your hand wandering a little, but instead my eyes were wide, all i was aware of was your tongue swirling and circling over the top of my cock and your hand rubbing up and down my shaft as you sucked and licked, hot wet delicous strokes.. I never saw anything of your face, none of the action, just the back of your head bobbing in the gloom, never got to say anything or guide, just gripped hands by my sides as you slurped and worked away at me.. It was not long before i lost it.. Crying out your name as i gushed into your willing mouth you sucked and swallowed every drop.. My head was still spinning weeks later i twinged every time i used the vision to get myself off wondering how i’d manage to get my mouth on your cunt and make you come just as hard as i had…. But switching now, and still gliding my hand over myself i can feel my balls tighten as i think about the most recent blow job.. This time in this bed, you tease and tantalise, we’re naked now, i’ve used my tongue on you many times and you’ve learned my quirks, my vulnerable spots.. You can make me beg, plead, need your cunt or arse just by controlling me with your skilled mouth.. Your pace is more relaxed now, less rushed, you take your time to enjoy me and let me enjoy you.. Let me enjoy the show, as i look down at you i can now hold back your hair for a proper view, you hold me gently between your teeth as you grin at me.. Your confidence has increased and it shows in our love making.. You plunge your mouth down on me and i groan as i go deep into your face.. You know i can’t resist you or fight you when you have me like this and you smirk as i begin to move ny hips and thrust between your lips and face fuck you, deeper into your throat.. I whisper to you how fucking beautiful it looks, how i wish i could get a picture of you right now, those eyes looking up at me.. But i’m too far gone and i ask instead for you to put a finger in my arse.. As your hand and tongue worked together i lay back, let the orgasm i need build and build in me. Let my body move as it needed, trusting you to read my body language now and give me everything i had to have right then to come harder than i’d ever come before.. And i’m back in the real world, i don’t need the memories any more, the image of those two beautiful but memorable sessions and my moist hand rubbing harder now, over and over, and up and down, up and down, in the same bed, panting and laughing to myself, i wish you could see as i shuddered and came, covering my hand as i squirted onto my own body. I’m shaking now as i try to recover, i can’t believe i’ve just done that.. I feel very naughty.. I hope you enjoy reading what i’ve been up to.. I hope you get just as much of a squirm still out of remembering your memories of those as i do mine.