first time

I got to the campgrounds late Friday night. Right away I knew that Josh was interested in me. It felt nice to know that an older guy thought I was hot. I am a shy girl by nature so when Josh’s friend Chris picked me up and carried me to Josh I was really embarassed. They had all been drinking for hours already. It was ackward and uncomfortable. That night I didn’t sleep in Josh’s tent. I thought he was a big jerk and just saw me as a piece of ass. Saturday morning came and we started out our canoe trip. Josh was being attentive and affectionate and I was enjoying his company. I caught myself wondering how big his dick was. I’ve known Josh a few years though, and he has a reputation for just seeing girls as sex objects. Throughout the day Josh was being a gentleman. He made me lunch and when we had to dock our canoe he would take my hand and help me out of the water. There were a few sexual remarks between us, but it was pretty clear in his head that he did not have a chance.
That is what I wanted…or so I thought. Josh being so nice to me was getting me hot. That evening when we got back to the campground Josh and I walked up to the showers with some friends. When I came out of the woman’s side he was waiting for me. He poked me in the arm and said, “I could here what you said in there.” I moved close to his ear and whispered, “we make a good team. maybe next time we can bath each other.” Josh looked stunned. No one would expect shy quiet ME to want something sexual from Josh. I gave Josh a hard on. He saw me checking out his wood. I smiled. I was already getting wet. My body was aching for him. I wanted to be touched and tasted. My breasts were longing for attention, and I wanted to feel his big hard cock inside me. It felt so dirty to want these things, especially in front of all of Josh’s friends.
When we got back to the campsite I got nervous, what would people think? Would I regret it in the morning? Josh was still being charming to me. I think he was stunned that I wanted to fuck him. The guys started a drinking game and I sat by the fire and fell asleep. I was dreaming of what Josh would feel like. When I woke up a couple of hours later the mood was dead. Josh and all of his friends were drunk, and I was back to feeling like a piece of meat. I was really upset this time because I wanted badly to connect with Josh, to have him explore my body and get intimate with him. It felt all wrong. Josh and I didn’t sleep together that night.
I had to be back home early Sunday morning for work. I left while the rest of the group was still dismantling the tents. I only saw Josh for a few minutes that morning. He told me he wished we had more time together. He wanted me to come visit him. I asked him why and he said because he really liked me. I hugged him goodbye and left quickly.
The two hour ride home went by fast. I was thinking about the weekends events and how Josh totally suprized me. I was driving away from him, with no concrete plans to see him again. I felt stupid for not taking a chance with him. Obviously, I was attracted to him. I wanted to have sex with him. I knew I made a bad choice. When I finished work that afternoon I went home and had three messages on my answering machine. The first one was from Emily, the friend that invited me on the camping trip. She told me to call Josh, that he couldn’t stop talking about me. That confirmed it, I was a retard for being so paranoid. I was walking out of the room when the second phone message came on and stopped me in my tracks. It was Josh’s voice. His call was from an hour after I hugged him goodbye. He said he had a great time with me and would like to see me again soon. He paused in the message, it seemed really frustrating for him. It was official, I was a douche bag. I was getting hot just thinking of Josh. I really messed up. I decided I had to see him. I was getting my keys and his address when the third phone message came on, it was josh again. This phone message was from just a half hour ago. He was on his way up to my place. He didn’t want to leave things so unsettled. I stopped still. I was falling in love with this kid.
For the next hour I paced my house not knowing what to do. Should I go put on some sexy outfit? Should I finish unpacking? Mostly I just kept looking out the window waiting for Josh. Finally, I saw his truck coming up the road. Instictivly, I went outside to meet him in the driveway. I ran up to kiss him and he stopped me. He took me by the hands and we sat down on the front porch step.
“April, you are a beautiful, intelligent, fantastic girl. I want you to be a part of my life. I know you get uncomfortable sometimes, but, baby, look in my eyes, I am not going to hurt you.”
I melted. I knew this was the man I wanted to give myself to completely. We went inside the house. He kissed me and our tongues met. I pulled away.
I said, “Josh, I think you are amazing. I want to have sex with you.” I unbuttoned his shirt. He kissed my neck and face and I caressed his naked chest. He put his strong hands on my hips and watched me pull off my t-shirt and toss it to the floor. I unclasped my bra and looked him in the eye as I dropped it to reveal my ample, eager breasts. He kissed me again and we moved to the bed. He laid me down and began rubbing my skin. His rough hands felt tingled my hardening nipples. My ankle was rubbing up and down his leg. When I found his penis with my foot Josh moaned. One of his hands unbuttoned my jeans and slipped his hand into my panties. The other hand was massaging my head and lifting me to meet his kisses. I whimpered when his fingers found my clit. It was an exploding sensation throughout my being. He could feel me contracting and getting hotter. We sat up and quickly took off our pants. I saw his naked body and admired his erect manhood. He smiled again when he saw me admire it. “Do you want it?” Josh asked. I did want it. He laid down on his back. His shaft was sticking straight up in the air. Josh put his hands on my hips and placed me on top of his column. I felt his hard dick penetrate through my moist lips and into me. It was warm. I could feel him on every side inside of me. It felt amazing. I gasped. Josh lifted me up and down rhythmically. At the same time I wanted to turn to mush and scream in extasy. I got the hang of the rhythm and Josh moved his hands to my naked breasts. He rubbed his thumbs over my nipples and squeezed the sides of them. I didn’t know I could feel so much. Fireworks were going off inside my body. I orgasmed. I was moaning and I slowed down riding him. My body colapsed on top of Josh’s and we kissed. We were rocking slowly in unision. He felt so good to have inside. After a minute I was ready to ride him hard again. I sat up on him, one leg on each side. We started bumping, thrusting him deep inside me, then rising my hips up so that only the tip of his dick was in me. We went fast, Josh started making noises, breathing, he called out my name. That made me want to go faster. Josh said he was gonna blow his load. That made me ride him harder. I felt another, different explosion inside me. Drips of juice fell out of my pussy and I laid down on top of Josh again. His eyes were closed. God, It was fucking awesome.