Beauty And The Butch Part Five

We laid there for the next several minutes silent. We were spent. She spoke up and said how amazing it was. I couldn’t agree more. It truly was. We laid in each other’s arms in complete silence both of us fighting the urge to drift to sleep. I held on to her for dear life. My head on her chest, I could hear her breath. She asked, “Why me?” “What?” I said. She again asked “Why me? What attracted you to me? You’re married after all and not a lesbian.” I told her there was something truly captivating about her. Her aura I suppose you could call it. In any case, I reassured her she was absolutely perfect in my opinion. She seemed to like my assurances and reasoning. She was damaged from the exploits of her soon to be ex girlfriend and I suppose looking back she needed some confidence.

We made love one more time that day. Both of us had more than our fair share of orgasms. Shamelessly more than our fair share. After we decided to get up and get dressed we made plans for more encounters. She escorted me to the door, but when we opened it there stood her soon to be ex. Talk about an oops moment. I introduced myself as Tina’s attorney. Which was quickly corrected by Tina as, this is Vanessa my new girlfriend. Her ex flame stormed off cursing and calling us names. My new friend apologized for the girlfriend comment and hoped I wasn’t too upset. I assured her it was fine.

Once I got home, I called Tina to let her know I was home OK. We talked for a while as I sat in my car. I began to feel something in my tummy, butterflies. What was going on? Have I fallen in love with this woman? I couldn’t explain it and certainly couldn’t ignore it. I’m actually ashamed of it now, but for the next several days I blew her off. When she called I kept the conversations brief. When she texted and I would give her a 1 or 2 word reply. I needed to identify what was going on with me. What was going on with my life. I was confused of what I was feeling, and worried about the hurt I would cause my family. Mainly my daughter.

Upon recognizing the fact that this could work, I started talking to her again. She was relieved that I didn’t run off. Truth be told it was an option. I played it off as I was tossed a case that needed my full attention. Long hours at work, lots of reading and exhaustion. I was weirded out at first with all her hints at wanting more. However, the more I missed her the more I felt myself drawn to her. It wasn’t like the “new shiny play toy” feeling. After all we have had mind blowing sex. No these were true feelings and I was conflicted. I really wanted to be with her 24-7. My thoughts would drift to her. My mind crazed with the thoughts of where she is or what was she doing. Those are feelings of pure unadulterated love. No matter how you slice it.

We set up a date to go to the movies. I told my husband I had to work late on a case. How bad is it when you are lying to your spouse to cheat with a woman? Seriously, that’s bad. Tina and I met up at the theater to see our flick. When I saw her all those feelings came flooding back. We ran to each other, kissed like lost lovers, held on tight to one another and I didn’t want to let go. After getting popcorn we found the screen where our movie was showing. Settling in our seats during the previews, she made a comment about this being our first date. I had to correct her, that this was our second date. The first being coffee and the mall. I laid my head on her shoulder and she fed me popcorn. Yes, I think we were falling in love with each other.

After the movie was over, I truly needed to get home. I didn’t want to. I wanted to be with her. GOD did I ever. I had to be rational and get home. That is after her and I made out in the front seat of her car. I did have to go home. I promised her we’d get together again soon. I got home, got undressed and got ready for bed. In a stroke of luck my husband had just left the bed room when my phone chimed and chimed then chimed again and again and again and…….

Tina…”Vanessa”

Tina…”I love you!!!”

Tina…”Vanessa”

Tina…”I love you so much”

Me…” I love you too baby”

OMG I said it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!